Trying..

Roller coaster.
Ups and downs.
Breathing deeply.
Sometimes walking backwards.

I really need to find the strenght to keep on going.
Sometimes I feel terrific, as in very good.
Some other times.. I just don't.

I'm only trying to find my way.
The best that I know how.
I want to be what I am meant to.
I just don't know how to get there yet.
I want to believe in myself and love who I am and who I became.
In & Out.

I just don't for now..