No bravery.

What could possibly be wrong with me.
I'm guessing there's a lot of things.
It's all starting from you. Heading back to you.

I have to make it go away.
It's killing me softly.
My shell is back on. You won't be able to guess nor see my feelings.
If ever you do is either cause i'm WAY too happy or sad.

Anyhow.
After all, there's nothing much I can do.
I just wish I could think of something else, anything else.. really.
But, you're in my mind and I can get rid of the memories I have of you.
I don't wanna be just somebody you see once in a while.. when our schedule matches.... I can take the friend status. Nothing below that. I'd fall from too high, otherwise.
Yeah, I know.
I look a little loser. Addicted too.
Not true. I just don't wanna lose you.

Lost enough.
Thought you knew that.
Thought you wanted me to be... guess i got misleaded.
Mistaken.
My fault. Again.

I'm still there to you, if ever you want.
Just think of me once in a while, please.




Still am missing you.