pursuit of happiness

It's only when you doubt it the less that dark memories come back to attack.

How is it possible to go through such great adventures and still find something to complain about.

Shouldn't I know, of all people, that life's too short?

Thought i had grown up.

Thought i was done pulling myself down.

I have waited for him all my life and now that we, finally, are reunited... I still find ways to push him away...

Not so far but, still.

Shouldn't i be grateful for having him around, like i dreamt of for so long before.

He was there from the start.

Love at first sight.
He always finds the ways to bring the best out of me.
...to make me believe in who i'm supposed to be.

The pursuit of happiness is starting... our story is only begining now, and i feel like i have been with him forever.
Like we are meant to be; oh wait, we are!
And never should be apart from each other again.

We complete one another like no other.
He helps me breathe, he guides me and mostly, he believes in me & loves me.

i will never let you down.
never again.



i love you!

So many questions have recently went through my mind.

Without even bringing with them any answers.

I often caught myself wondering if my journey on Earth is worthwhile.

Is it really worth the fights that we are asked to go through every single day.

Will our path really lead us to total happiness.

Does that amount of happiness really exists for only one human being.

How come i have so many questions and no answers.

Why can't i fill the blanks to a knowledge thats only waiting to grow bigger.

Eventhough i couldn't find any good answers to what i was really seeking, i ended up making my own answers.

Would that lead me to creating my own manner of being fully happy.

Still didn't find the answer to that one.

What i do know though is that no one can help you more than you can help yourself.

Just be.

Just live.

Just believe..... in yourself.