all my life, i prayed for someone like you

I just feel like writing, so forget it all if it doesn't make sense at all.
And the title stands only for the song that is actually playing on my cellphone.

I am waiting.
For the time to go by.
For the snow to fall down.
For the plane to land back in Montreal, where i belong.

I didn't leave yet and i'm already missing my people, my life, my love.
He is the reason i am still alive, the reason i still want to keep breathing.
He makes me believe that everyday will be better.
And mostly, that WE will be better.
Staying together!

Thats that for now... i am kinda trying to chase after time..
'Later!!

the show must go on...

Sometimes I'm up.
Sometimes I'm down.
Everything seems to bring me back to you.
To US.
To what we used to be.
And to what we became.


It seems like the more things change, the more they stay the same. There is usually no problem when things stay like they are, like they were and like they are meant to be.
Unless those things got worst while changing...
Once you get something that you waited for a long time, is it normal to miss even more the times you had to chase after what you need?


Why is it that we always want what we can't have. Or that we are always looking for more.
Why can't it just be enough?
Why can't I be happy with my life and stop complaining?
I always see the darkest in everything. And only when I'm so deep down, I try and find some solutions. It is never easy. Never was and never will be.


Not so long ago, I was thinking that it was normal for me to feel depressed cause of everything i went through in the last couple of years. But, I came to the conclusion that we are all different from one another and that our reactions to some events can't always be similar.
So this is how I decided that I would no longer judge others situations and that I would TRY and live as fully as I can.


GOD wouldn't want me to cry over him every single second of my life. The planet is still turning.... the show must go on!